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I kinda stress now
I know I wan my life how to be
But I cant control everything or make sure it work in plan
I just wan my life to be simple...I dont wan what big success
After 1 years study, I know, I really know what is the reason I fail my year 1
Is my mistake, choose the wrong way...
Everytime I back home, I just hope I can relax and get more rest
But mum keep pushing me...I know she worry about my future
I explain to them, how I feel, but I dont think they can accept the idea that I told them
Seriously I not really hope to study anymore...I have try , I wish I can continue study
All of you wish too, I know
....
I can't make sure the decision I make is 100% right
but at least give me the chance I try,can？